DELIRYO

Ewan... Malay... Andyan ba?... Nasaan?

" 'Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
'Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli"
-Oo, Up Dharma down

Bakit ka pa kasi nagbadyang magpapakita ng pagmamahal
Umasa na tuloy ako na iyon ay matutupad
At ngayon, Ako'y naiwang bitin at naiinip
Kakaantay sa pakiramdam na akala ko'y kaya mong ibatid

Pero asan ka na ngayon
Nawawala, at maaring mawawala na ng tuluyan
Dala pa ang puso ko ng hindi mo man lang namamalayan
Sana hindi mo nalang ako napansin, at hindi rin kita pinansin

"Di mo lang alam
O, ika'y minamasdan
Sana iyo'y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo"-Oo, Up Dharma down

Mga Bulong na ako'y iyong ninanais
Asan na ang mga iyon
Nilipad na ba sila ng hangin
O baka mali lang pala ang mga binulong sakin ng hangin?


Ok... got those right off my system...
now I'm awake...out of those kind of dreams...

haaay... I hope...

ZzZzZ...

FOR CORPSE

These are all assumptions to delineate a blurry feeling I got when you did something to me that I can't remember(Or maybe I just don't want to)...

I guess I'm not really sure but I think it's happening, oh yes I'm getting those shivers again. I was victimized once again by my own crave and boredom, my heart is starting to malfunction again, and my ill heart chose you to be its source of health and death.

Don't worry, you wouldn't notice it that much, you wouldn't feel anything either. I'm used to this one-way thing, and I think you'll understand because you feel the same way to someone else.

Yeah, that would be nice. I'll cry for you, you'll cry for her, we'll both cry(Atleast we have something in common). But hey, maybe you and her really deserve each other that you don't need to cry anymore, and you wouldn't even notice this thing I feel for you, and even if you will, it wouldn't matter to you anymore(I guess it will never matter to you).

No... not really...

Haay...

Wake me up when September ends...

Maybe then this feeling will magically disappear...