The Coffee and Extrajos Breakdown

No it was not a dream, it's the life I chose out of impulse. I was living a life for 17 years, then became 2 after a year, then plus 1, though I have to deduct one due to irreconcilable differences, so that's still 2, then plus 1 again after 2 years, so that's 3 already... Putang inang Math yan! And now, thanks for an increasing rate of impulse in my system, I have reached 4 Lives now, yep, I'm Living the quad-life nightmare for the last two weeks! Wait, or was it three weeks? Oh damn I lost track!

Haay, what happened?

I'm not a workaholic,
I'm a sloth for crying out loud... but I guess not anymore because now I can't stop moving!

I don't need money,
Well of course I want money, but not to the point of having a job just to maintain a lifestlye...

HAY MADERPAKER!

So now I have school, two theater organizations, and a job where I'm being enslaved by Americans... yup that's my quad-life!

It's not that I'm complaining... well actually I do! The woulda shoulda coulda behavior keeps on running in my head the moment i stop doing something... I already have two lives that divided my state of mind, and then there is school, and then this, a job as a call center agent!

Oh wait, I forgot a life... my personal life! Asan na nga ba siya? The life I should have been living for the last 19 years!

Breathe in, breathe out! Breathe in, breathe out!

I should get a life!

Haay, what the heck.. at least I'll earn money for the job. Nakaka-survive parin naman eh, kaya pang pag-kasyahin. Haay naku, kailangan kong panindigan ito, no quantity over quality, dapat pantay! Pero forgive me, kung I have occasional breakdowns to still survive in this life that I've created.

Well I'll give the job 6 months then if kaya pa edi go! pero if I can't do it anymore, then "Thank you for you time maam/sir, have a nice day! Goodbye!"

In short, Dispose the call to "do-not-call" list!

Oo, nialalamon na ako ng sistema, ang sistemang pinagtatawanan ko dati na ngayon ay sinasapian ko na! WAAAH!


Breathe in, breathe out! Breathe in, breathe out!

Makatulog na nga!