One FLOPoccino please

The application of all the things I've learned from my theatre organization were blocked by a sudden disorder of my nervous system. Every part of my body was cold and shaking, I can't feel the tip of my fingers anymore, I can't perform the things that i have to do, I can't think!

In short, I was a flop!


We went to Makati 2 days ago to meet with the DDB people (ad agency) about a skit we'll be doing in a product launch that they are going to produce . Luckily, I was chosen by our artistic director to participate in the said event. So there we are (the chosen ones), all relaxed and excited, looking forward to the talent fee they are going to give us, until...

Pucha, audition palang pala ito!

Everyone started panicking...

I hate auditioning, it's the scariest thing to do! If I knew right from the start that this would be an audition, I never would've come.

But it's too late, the only thing to do then was to audition and just get it over with!

So I went in to the conference room, went in front of the people in charged to judge me, with matching video cam to record my every lame move, and did the FLOPiest thing a girl like me could ever do.

It was surely an experience I'll never forget...

Now 2 days later it hit me, I've realized that life isn't really easy. Not everything is served on a silver platter, you just can't get things easily, you have to suffer before you succeed, you have to fail to learn how to win, and you should never let your fear take over you (So that took me two days huh).

There is really a difference between knowing things, and learning them...

I was a loser on this one(that's for sure), but look at the bright side, experience din ito na mapaghuhugutan ko ng lakas sa mga susunod kong mga pagsubok.


Cheka! Just making every experience, no matter how great or lame it is, educational!