malabong halo

enough about whining...

enough about whining on the things that you thought you knew, or felt...

things that you thought you have realized or noticed because of boredom

that you thought you need now or you thought that you are pressured to do... but no... not really!

you thought was real... but just an illusion caused by aging and fabricated fear of solitude amidst all the committed jerks...

thought was real but can never be true...


Haay...

Really... i just got over it... realized that there are more important things in life right now than having illusions on needing something that I'm not sure of, or something that is not yet worthy of me, or something that I thought it was something else... ang gulo hehehe!

oh well, back to zero again...

at least I've learned something...

don't worry, I would still be looking for it, still be waiting for it... but not in you anymore that's for sure, or in anyone else... for now...


tama na muna ang sawsaw,
maglalamyerda nalang muna ako,
maghahanda nalang ako para sa isang bonggang-bonggang paglublob...

Sana...

Maghihintay ako...


Oo nga pala...

To that never-ending container of my experimented potions, with formulas, and all that experimental shit...

sayang, I thought na tama na ang hypothesis ko this time, mali parin pala...

but anyway...

thanks again...

sa uulitin... chos!